i'm just so confused about a lot of things in my life.. here's one of them (copied from an email i sent nancy)
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last friday, ryan told me that michael, the one who kissed me on the cheek, called & told me to get ready by 7:00 pm cuz he wants to take me out.. beforehand, frank & i were laughin it up just enjoyin each other's company.. but when he heard about michael he refused to look me in the eyes, didn't smile & began givin me short, one-sentence answers.. so i knew somethin was up.. luckily, it was my aunt's bday so i couldn't accept mike's offer.. i cancelled & frank found out.. he was supposed to leave early but decided to just hang w/ me & played w/ my bros until the bday party.. he had the biggest smile on his face..
when the kids were out playin, he decided to take off the gold ring on his finger & slipped it in mine.. my heart lept but i tried to play it off like he was jokin around.. the whole weekend i had the ring on my necklace cuz i liked the feelin of bein loved.. my family was becomin ever more suspicious about what's goin on.. i kept thinkin bout what the ring meant since he didn't say anythin.. i figured that it meant we were together *shrug* even tho i didn't think so.. saturday, he dropped by, saw the ring on my necklace & was super happy.. after much debate, i decided to return the ring on monday.. Reason: 1) a ring is a valuable thing to just give away w/out explanation 2) he hasn't even said he liked me 3) if it was a friend givin it to me, i would take it but since emotions are involved & he hasn't told me straight out that he felt the same way, i don't think it's right to keep it 4) in case he was PLAYIN me, i didn't want to look like a moron.. players know what and how to say things that make girls melt..
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i'm just so confused about a lot of things in my life.. here's one of them (copied from an email i sent nancy)
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last friday, ryan told me that michael, the one who kissed me on the cheek, called & told me to get ready by 7:00 pm cuz he wants to take me out.. beforehand, frank & i were laughin it up just enjoyin each other's company.. but when he heard about michael he refused to look me in the eyes, didn't smile & began givin me short, one-sentence answers.. so i knew somethin was up.. luckily, it was my aunt's bday so i couldn't accept mike's offer.. i cancelled & frank found out.. he was supposed to leave early but decided to just hang w/ me & played w/ my bros until the bday party.. he had the biggest smile on his face..
when the kids were out playin, he decided to take off the gold ring on his finger & slipped it in mine.. my heart lept but i tried to play it off like he was jokin around.. the whole weekend i had the ring on my necklace cuz i liked the feelin of bein loved.. my family was becomin ever more suspicious about what's goin on.. i kept thinkin bout what the ring meant since he didn't say anythin.. i figured that it meant we were together *shrug* even tho i didn't think so.. saturday, he dropped by, saw the ring on my necklace & was super happy.. after much debate, i decided to return the ring on monday.. Reason: 1) a ring is a valuable thing to just give away w/out explanation 2) he hasn't even said he liked me 3) if it was a friend givin it to me, i would take it but since emotions are involved & he hasn't told me straight out that he felt the same way, i don't think it's right to keep it 4) in case he was PLAYIN me, i didn't want to look like a moron.. players know what and how to say things that make girls melt..
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